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  The Tour

  BY

  JEAN GRAINGER

  Copyright © 2013 Jean Grainger

  The rights of Jean Grainger to be identified as the author of this work has been asserted by her in accordance with the Copyright, Designs and Patents Act, 1988

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  This is a work of fiction. Any resemblance to any person living or dead is entirely coincidental.

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  For Diarmuid

  TABLE OF CONTENTS

  Chapter 1

  Chapter 2

  Chapter 3

  Chapter 4

  Chapter 5

  Chapter 6

  Chapter 7

  Chapter 8

  Chapter 9

  Chapter 10

  Chapter 11

  Chapter 12

  Chapter 13

  Chapter 14

  Chapter 15

  Chapter 16

  Chapter 17

  Chapter 18

  Chapter 19

  Chapter 20

  Chapter 21

  Chapter 22

  Chapter 23

  Chapter 24

  Chapter 25

  Chapter 26

  Chapter 27

  Chapter 28

  Chapter 29

  Chapter 30

  Chapter 31

  Chapter 32

  Chapter 33

  Chapter 34

  Acknowledgements

  Also by the Author

  Chapter 1

  Conor O’Shea sat on the edge of the four-poster, king- size bed trying to wake up. The heavy damask curtains hanging in the big bay window admitted not a single chink of light. It struck Conor, not for the first time, how odd it was to feel perfectly at home in any hotel, especially this vast edifice, but somehow he did.

  He padded across the deep-pile, taupe carpet to the centre of the room. Twenty minutes later, power shower completed, he stood in front of the mirror, smiling ruefully at his reflection while he shaved. His silver hair had the effect of making him look older than his forty-six years, he mused, and although people told him it made him look distinguished, he wasn’t quite so sure. As he dressed – black tailored trousers and cream Ralph Lauren shirt, which contrasted sharply with his tanned skin – he mentally ran through his itinerary for the day ahead. He would have breakfast quickly, just some cereal and a cup of tea, and get the Mercedes mini-coach organised to pick up his passengers from Shannon Airport at seven o’clock.

  Conor often wondered about the wisdom of his fellow coach drivers eating full, cooked breakfasts every morning, and then munching their way through scones and apple tart all day during their numerous tour stops. Many of them were so overweight it made their job of loading and unloading heavy suitcases almost impossible. Conor liked to stay fit and he was also careful not to get carried away with all the free food offered to him and the other coach drivers.

  Today would be a nice easy day: it entailed nothing more than picking up his tour group at Shannon that morning and bringing them back to the Dunshane Castle Hotel. The tour operator for whom Conor had worked as a driver-guide for nearly twenty years had strong business links with the five star castle. As a result, he stayed there almost once a week.

  As he walked across the busy lobby towards the dining room, a haughty voice rang out: ‘Mr O’Shea. Your post,’ Ms O’Brien, the Head Receptionist said, proffering several postcards and one letter. ‘Although what gave you the impression that this was your office, and that I and the Reception staff here are your personal secretaries, I cannot possibly imagine’, she added curtly.

  Conor accepted the small bundle and smiled at Ms O’Brien in spite of her glare. ‘I know that Katherine. I’m an awful nuisance, and ye are all so good to me here.’ The two young receptionists gaped at each other, amazed at Conor’s use of Ms O’Brien’s first name. No one else at Dunshane would ever dare to do such a thing.

  ‘And I’m really sorry for the inconvenience. But, as you know, I’m kind of homeless during the tourist season, so I rely on your unending generosity in keeping post and other things for me here while I’m on the road. I really do appreciate it though Katherine.’

  ‘Well, yes. I suppose we have no choice. By the way, Rosemary from your office booked in six more tours, so that means we have a whole summer of being your unpaid PAs ahead of us,’ Ms O’Brien continued, revealing just a hint of a smile. Conor’s twinkling blue eyes always seemed to have a melting effect on her frosty personality, something that was a source of amazement to the other staff. He knew her bark was much worse than her bite and that underneath it all she actually liked him and appreciated the fact that he didn’t behave in the manner of some of the other coach drivers, who were always drinking and flirting with the waitresses. He was friendly and chatty, but never disrespectful, and he genuinely did value all the extra little things the Dunshane staff did for him. Equally, however, he knew how important an asset he was to the hotel; his tour operator employers regularly sought his opinions on the accommodation used, and so it was in the hotel’s best interest to keep him happy. It worked both ways: the hotel staff knew exactly how to cater for the clients he brought them, knew precisely what standards were expected of them, and they delivered accordingly. If things needed a little tweaking from time to time, Conor usually had a quiet word in the right ear and succeeded in solving the problem.

  He continued into the dining room and was immediately greeted by one of the waitresses, Anastasia. ‘Well, if it isn’t my favourite communist!’ he said with a big smile. When she didn’t respond in her normal, friendly fashion, Conor took a closer look and realised she had been crying. His first instinct was to ask her what was wrong, but he hesitated, in case it was something personal that she might not want to discuss with him. In any event, she was busy taking an order from another table, so he took a seat and waited, wondering what, if anything, he should say. Probably boyfriend trouble, he thought to himself, best keep out of it.

  Among the Dunshane staff, the young Ukrainian was the person he had struck up the closest friendship with. His chats with Anastasia revealed that she, like so many of her countrymen and women, had come to Ireland in search of a better life. Conor was surprised when she told him that she had in fact, worked as a teacher in Kiev, but the money she made waitressing in Ireland was twice what she could earn at home. Two weeks earlier, in between departing and arriving tour groups, one of the receptionists had told him it was Anastasia’s birthday, so he had taken her out for a meal to cheer her up, she had seemed a bit lonely for home.

  That evening, as they left the hotel grounds on their way to the restaurant, he had been acutely aware of the looks he attracted from the other drivers: clearly, they believed there was something more going on between him and Anastasia. Ah, what the hell, he said to himself, they always believed that about everyone. The female tour guides had an awful job coping with some of those drivers, much to Conor’s embarrassment. For some, the idea that a man and a woman could remain just friends or colleagues was inconceivable to them. Only last week he had caused a bit of a stir by telling Ollie Murphy to give it a rest, as he told one sexist joke after another to an eager audience of drivers whiling away the time in the airport car park as they waited for their passengers to arrive.

  As if Anastasia would be interested in him anyhow, he mused. She was absolutely gorgeous and way too young for him, a mere twe
nty-nine, he reminded himself, although she actually looked a lot younger than that with her pixie crop blonde hair and enormous green eyes – reminiscent of Meg Ryan when she first became famous he thought.

  Anastasia’s work uniform of cream and gold fitted blouse and black skirt was markedly different from her dress sense outside of work – quite bohemian, hippyish even. During one of their many long chats in recent months, she had explained to him that she loved to make her own clothes. Conor was well aware that they made an unusual pair – Anastasia’s tiny frame and barely five feet tall beside Conor’s six foot two muscular bulk. But they could gossip all they liked the lot of them, he didn’t give a hoot what they thought about any of it: he was far too interested in hearing about her stories and he loved to listen to her accent, a peculiar mix of Ukraine and West Clare. Listening to her unique combination of inflections and idioms invariably made him smile.

  ‘Hi Conor,’ she interrupted his reverie, standing beside the table, pen and notepad at the ready. ‘Ah Anastasia, are you all right? he blurted out. ‘You seem a bit…eh upset or something.’

  The genuine concern on Conor’s face seemed to have the effect of opening the floodgates. ‘Oh Conor, I am sorry. Is not your problem. Is just I get phone call this day from my brother. He tell me my mother is in the hospital, but he is cut off before he can tell me more. So now I am all day worried. I think maybe she is dead, or maybe she need me and ...’ her voice broke off.

  Conor pulled out a chair and made her sit down, ignoring the disapproving glare from Carlos Manner, the restaurant manager. ‘Ah God love you…you poor thing. That’s terrible. Listen, why can’t you just call him, or one of your other relations, and find out what’s happening? That’s an awful worry to have going on in your head all day.’

  ‘Well yes, but there is no more a pay phone in the hotel and my mobile plan don’t let me make call in Ukraine. I must wait until after shift to go to Internet place in Ennis.’

  ‘Sure that’s no problem at all, use my phone. I use it to call the States for work all the time, so I’m sure it will manage a call to the Ukraine too,’ Conor said, relieved at being able to help his young friend in some practical way.

  ‘Conor, you are so kind,’ she said smiling faintly, ‘but even you cannot afford cost of calling Ukraine on mobile phone! No is OK, I will call later in Internet place.’

  ‘Don’t be ridiculous!’ Conor said, handing her the phone. ‘Sure I’m loaded! I’m only doing this job for the craic!’ He was glad to see another hint of a smile creeping across her tear-stained face.

  ‘Now, go on over there to that quiet corner by the window and ring your brother. I’m sure everything will be grand. OK?’

  Anastasia relented and took the phone. A few moments later she was talking to someone and seemed, from her body language at any rate, to be reassured, although Conor had no clue what she was saying. Just then, he spotted the manager heading her direction. As he passed the table, Conor put out his hand to stop him. ‘She’s just had something urgent that she needs to deal with at home in the Ukraine,’ Conor said quietly, ‘she’ll only be a minute.’

  Carlos Manner was an imperious little man with slicked down hair and perfectly manicured nails. Always immaculate in his appearance, he had the air of someone who slept in a straight line every night wearing a pair of perfectly ironed pyjamas. His clipped South African accent never ceased to grate on Conor’s nerves.

  ‘With all due respect, Conor, I think it is my concern if a member of my staff is attending to personal business on hotel time’, he intoned as he made to move towards where Anastasia was standing.

  ‘Carlos,’ said Conor quietly but firmly, ‘just give her a chance to finish her call. I’m sure the place won’t go up in flames without her for five minutes.’

  Carlos winced at Conor’s use of his first name, but realised that he couldn’t win against him. They both knew that if Carlos took it up with the General Manager of the hotel, he would be overruled instantly; he would be told that Conor was a valued business associate of the chain and that he must be accommodated wherever possible. Carlos turned on his immaculately polished heel, seething with resentment.

  A few moments later Anastasia returned and handed Conor his phone. ‘Thank you so much Conor, you are so nice. My brother say she is OK, little pain in the heart, but she must stay in the hospital for some more days, but is not really serious. Oh, I am so better now, I would be all day worried if I could not call,’ she smiled gratefully. Then, lowering her voice, she added, ‘Is Mr Manner mad now?’

  Conor knew the staff detested the prissy little man who found fault with everyone and everything. ‘Not at all no. He was just wondering if you were OK. I told him you were. Don’t worry your head about it. Now, I’m off to pick up my group, but we’ll be back for dinner tonight, so I’ll see you later. And I’m really glad your mam is alright.’ Giving her an encouraging wink and a smile, he left the dining room, breakfastless, but feeling none the worst for it.

  As he walked towards the coach park, Conor reached into his pocket for the pile of post that Katherine O’Brien had handed him earlier on. The postcards were from people who had been on his tours earlier in the season, thanking him for making their trip so enjoyable. The letter, postmarked Philadelphia, lay underneath a sheaf of postcards. Conor recognised the handwriting of the person who had scratched out his old family home address and had replaced with the Dunshane Castle forwarding address. He stopped and stared hard at the envelope. There were only two people in America who would know his old home address in County Cork. Neither of those people had been in touch with him in well over twenty years. He ripped open the envelope, certain that the letter was from Sinead, and not from his brother Gerry, who had appalling handwriting. Heart thumping, he read:

  Dear Conor,

  I know it must seem like a bolt out of the blue hearing from me after so long. I don’t really know where to start. I’m sorry I didn’t get in touch before, but maybe you’ve heard from Gerry. I don’t know I’ve not seen him in years. Things didn’t work out with him, as you probably know. It all seems so long ago now, you and me and Gerry, in

  Passage West. Anyway, I’m writing to tell you that I’m coming home. Well, that is, we are coming home, me and young Conor, your nephew. He’s seventeen. I know I should have told you when he was born but anyway, here it is. I have a son, named after his uncle, and we are a one-parent family. Gerry knows about Conor. I did have an address for him at one point and I wrote to him telling him he had a son, but apart from a postcard acknowledgement, I never heard from him again. I often think if I’d stayed in Ireland instead of coming to the States with your brother, things would have worked out better, but I guess that’s all water under the bridge now. We had some fun times though didn’t we?

  Anyway, I’d love to get back in touch with you. My email address is [email protected]. I’m sure Ireland has progressed into the age of technology by now!

  Hopefully, talk soon,

  Lots of love,

  Sinead xxxx

  Conor sat into the coach. He had never expected to hear from her again. He had sent Christmas cards and things over the years but had never received a reply. Gerry was his only sibling, and their parents were long since dead. Despite Conor’s best efforts, the two brothers had lost touch. The idea that maintaining contact between them might have achieved something positive caused Conor to feel even more guilt and pain. He had loved Sinead, more than he had ever loved anyone before or since, but she had chosen the better-looking brother Gerry, and that was that. It was wrong to want your brother’s girl, even if he had seen her first. Gerry was always a bit wild, especially after their mother died, and Conor had become accustomed to taking care of him. Gerry had a reputation for being a useless layabout who felt the world owed him something, but Conor always believed that that was because Gerry was orphaned at a young age. Conor’s policy at the time Gerry took up with Sinead was to let on that he was thrilled. After all, it wasn’t as if there
had been any understanding between himself and Sinead. They had only gone out a few times.

  Before Gerry and Sinead became an item, Conor had decided that she was the only woman for him; he had even confided in Gerry about his feelings. He hadn’t intended to hurt Conor, he knew that. It was just that Gerry always behaved like a child: if he saw something he wanted, he just took it. Conor should have declared his feelings to Sinead sooner, he knew that. While he was dithering, was waiting for the right time to tell her how he felt, Gerry had snuck in before him.

  Conor always believed Sinead was well aware of how he felt about her, yet she still she picked Gerry. Maybe she thought she could make him happy, since no one else could. It seemed from the letter though that that it all went wrong anyway. Did he want Sinead back in his life now he wondered, after all this time? He really didn’t know. A huge part of him was excited at the prospect of seeing her, the chance to say…well what? What could he say? What he should have said twenty years ago? And she has a son. That meant Conor had a nephew. It was a lot to take in.

  Chapter 2

  ‘Conor! You look well,’ said Carolina Capelli, giving him a kiss on the cheek as she and her fellow tour guides waited for their groups in the Arrivals area at Shannon Airport.

  ‘Carolina! How are you? Who are you with this week?’ ‘Mad Mike Murphy,’ she threw her eyes to heaven. ‘I’m over the moon.’

  ‘Oh God help you, you’ll have your work cut out for you so!’ Conor chuckled.

  ‘I think I sorted him out last week when he was helping me into the coach by grabbing my bottom. I told him I was going to speak to his wife, explain how helpful he always is to me the next time she came to drop him off. He nearly died.’

  Conor laughed. Carolina and he had both had the misfortune to meet the scary, chain-smoking Mags Murphy.

  ‘No more than he deserves,’ Conor said. ‘I reckon she’d murder him if she found out though.’